Does He Wants Me Home?

In the past going to work has been very hard.  Especially when you have such a cutie pie at home.  However, things have been better and he seem to not mind me leaving the house.  Well things changed suddenly.  On a few occasions when I was leaving the house I found my son standing at the screen door looking at me and crying.  This picture would break anyone’s heart.  Just thinking about it gets my eyes all watery.  Could this be separation anxiety rearing it’s ugly head again?  When does it go away?

This weekend I had a wonderful weekend at home with my family.  I love spending quality time with my kids and husband.  Especially when both hubby and I have nothing planned, those are the best weekends.  Well I went to take the trash out but my little man started crying.  He ran from the door to his father in tears.  When I opened the door to come back, I thought he was coming to me so I can pick him up.  Nope, he walked right passed me and closed the door.  I couldn’t believe it.  Once he did that, he went back to playing with his toys like nothing has happened.  What does this mean?  Could he possible want me home with him?

Of course Iwould assume this because I so want to be home with my child.  But until things pick up in my business I will continue to hold my job so I can help provide for my family.

So what is a mom to do?  How do you fight the urge to be home with your kids, while you know working is what you need to do?

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  • http://theprisonerswife.blogspot.com theprisonerswife

    this is something i struggle with as well. when my son was first born, i didn’t want to leave him, but i had to. he would cry, but seemed to get over it. however, from time to time he’ll get super clingy and i’ll feel bad all over again. just one of those things that mommies have to deal with. unless you can afford to stay home (or really want to), then i’d just try to focus on spending lots of time together when you’re not working.
    .-= theprisonerswife´s last blog ..Notes from the ER =-.